Sick and tired.

Haven't blogged in a while! lol.

Brendan Bui's birthday was on saturday, and it was .. how do i say .. frustrating?

There was alot of things that angered me that night. Which i wouldn't mention here, 'cause it's too public.

That night was horrible, and for many reasons which only a few people would know about. Right till the end of the night when the girls and i were almost heading home, i was kind of having fun! haha. i think the best part of it was the photos lol. Lame i know right?

I found out a few things during the party, which i was kind of surprised and furious about. But i'm getting over it now, i just gotta see that some people are just growing up. Becoming like the people we hang out with. Don't get me wrong, it's not a bad thing. It's just .. some people grow up too fast, and its too overwhelming for me, i just gotta take time to get over it, meh .. whateves lol!

I went out with my slut on sunday. Which i wasn't even suppose to but i did, the only reason i did was because of someone. But the whole time that someone didn't talk to me, i got kinda angry because i came out for that person, and was freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezing cold! & that someone didn't say a word to me, great .. lol

In the end things kinda worked out, and i'm happy! :D

Also i'm having second thoughts about something, but i'm afraid when i make that decision, i'll regret it for the rest of my life. I do however, feel like i should just confront my problem before i make any exceedingly regretable decisions, should i? should i not? .. That answer will be answered when i figure a couple of things out. I should do my pro's and con's 8)

At the moment, i'm planning my 15th birthday which will be held on the 20th july cause rents are making me, the date of my real birthday maa'fuckers :) I'm thinking of having it just at home, bbq, dj, etcetc. But it seems too boring? And making a guest list will be difficult for me. I really don't know who is there at my party for me, or for others. I'm very secure about that shit, so like. I gotta figure that thing out too ..

Like when i went to Brendan's birthday, i knew i wasn't going to have a great time, like i usually would. But i came anyways right? and just for him. (L)

Will be updated on the latest goss soon!

See yaa' xo

ps. selenaa, your a follower!

June 9th 09

Third blog in 2 days? Selena babe, you officially got my addicted to blogging.

Well last night, i stayed up talking to my really close cousin David Le, where i talk to him about everything, boy problems, friend problems, family problems, school work etc. the list seriously goes on. I can talk to him about almost everything, he even heard me sing before :$ *gags.

Ahahs, well last night he called me and i told him about that thing that is STILL irritating me. Have i said that i've just got my agrays? and i'm in a more pms-y mood? Well yeah, it's got me more agitated and sooner or later i'm going to explode, all this is just so overwhelming. I CAN'T TAKE IT! I'm going absolutely crazy.

I'm off MSN at the moment to concentrate more on assignments and homework. But i can't think! All i can think about is that thing and the song that is playing which is Kiss me thru the Phone- Soulja Boy ft Sammie. It is one of my absolutely all time favourite songs, for reasons i'd not like to reveal :$ (6789998212 ;)

So i did talk to David about it, and he agreed with me, and vice versa with what he said about the problem too. I talk to my friend Quynh this morning about it. And it's all true, some people are just so vain and 'vanity'. I really reckon that some people are too immature to see that they're not a child anymore, their mistakes and words that come out of their mouth will not be found cute or forgivable anymore. This is the real world and what mistakes you may make, MAYBE and thats a big maybe forgiven, but not forgotten. Furthermore i just think i'm going to confront this problem after the weekend, see how things go.

ciao lovelys. xo

Part two.

I'm so angry at the moment, and only a few people would know why. Especially Selena.

She would probably be the only person who'd understand the point of this second blog, but i don't want to say anything to much on this topic because it'd be too obvious for anyone else who would read this.

So .. as i was saying, this situation is very irritating and i've lost all control of my life, i have also just had my agrays and i'm in a more pms-y mood at the moment. I've been thinking heaps, and some people should just consider other people's feelings and what they say to friends. Cause i'd go around like that *clicks fingers. No one can trust anyone besides their family, it's true. Though before anyone can say anything, consider looking at yourself in the mirror, or thinking about what or who you are before you start being a hypocrite about a few certain things.

Some people should just shut up and grow the fuck up. Because the whole world doesn't fucking revolve around you. Fuck me dead, some people just think they're so great, and they're fucking perfect. When they're fucking not. I'M JUST SO INFURIATED AT THE FUCKING MOMENT. There are 6 BILLION other people in this world, so wake the fuck up and see that you're just another person in the universe.

you know you love me xoxo

First blog

Shit day, shit week, shit month, shit year. I sound really emotional at the moment, but seriously the whole thing is true.

Long weekend, woo. Thought it'd be great, but it wasnt. 

Thursday- Was at sport, and the teacher almost took my phone. But she's a bitch and everyone hates her, so everyone was sticking up for me when i answered haha. Went to the orthadontist and got my braces tightened. Then went home, got changed and went to Dalena's house for USYD year 10 subject selection day thingy. It was boring but, Kevfun and Dalena made it awesome! 

Friday- Suppose to go with Quynh, Alanna, Rebecca Savatdy, Adela to get my tongue done. I didn't because I wanted to go with Dalena on sat. So pretty much stayed home and wasted a whole day doing NOTHING.

Saturday- Went out to Liverpool Westfields, to do a little shopping and go to cab to get my tongue. We did shop a bit, and then we were fussy over if we should get our tongue done and where to get it, also we were kinda short on money. So i went to cabra to see my future boyfriend and ask for money. Which he was no where to be found, so fucked it and went to industrie AND THEY DIDN'T FUCKING LET ME DO IT. Because my close friend Dalena Tran didn't know my dob. Thanks love! At night i went out with truc to 'eat icecream'. Though we didn't, we ended up at cabramatta at 10. There was alot of drama, but by the end we ate icecream, which was the only thing i was there for. FATASS! That night i also found out something, and told my bestfriend Selena Nguyen, we were both seriously agitated about it, and still is. We have a plan though which i'm not revealing to anyone besides us two. LOVEYOUGIRL. xo

Sunday- I was off to church at 1030, then came home to get my bag and went to Merrylands to buy my brother protein. Then went Parramatta for shopping and bought the cutest dress for Bui's. Then went back to Bonnyrigg for grocery shopping, then i was invited to Liverpool by Truc to 'watch movies' which we didn't as planned, and she went to a party. I really wasn't in the mood so i called my parents up to come pick me up. After that i went to Mounties to eat, i ordered way to much. And decided to be asian and takeaway stuff (:

Mondaymondaymonday- Queens birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOUR MAJESTY :) i didn't do jack today. My plan was to stay home, assignmenting, homeworking and tutoring. Also to invite someone over. Totally did not follow my plan, ended up sleeping till 4? Woke up and went to a family party. I come home now and i'm really bored and felt like blogging.

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